Mango

I don’t really know what pretty feels like. Closest allegory I’ve got is “got to be good looking cuz you’re so hard to please!” And I am certainly hard to please.

I don’t know hope you’re coming to any of your conclusions. What do you think the word weakness means? Also coping.

Yeah! Websites be too needy.

Anything I do because I have to rather than because I want to is a weakness. A need is a weakness. It’s a vector of attack that I’ve gotta defend. Crying isn’t something I want to do, but is compulsive.

How do you know I’m pretty?

Views do gotta change, but it’s not like crying isn’t showing a weakness. It is showing weakness. The problem is life is a competitive environment where you’re not allowed to compete in any way other than financially where you’re at the same disadvantage as a gambler in a casino.

Yaaaay! Fuck Tupperware!

Chime is good with it? I’ve got no worries then!

One time I was in these girls’ dorm after a party and one of them was really focusing on her homework and jamming to some nice tunes. It was such a good vibe that I was apparently just kinda staring at her for like 15 minutes and she thought it was creepy. Now lofi girl is a thing, but it’s not quite as good as the real thing.

Not only do I feel like it’s a terrible idea to show that weakness, but if I actually do it everyone around me will reinforce why I shouldn’t.