Is this not a fantasy for everyone?..to get picked up by a couple of predators / vampires / sex demons who look conspiratorially at each other while boozing you up?
Then they take you home and rail you all night until you are exhausted and (as some like it) near death.
Everyone has that fantasy, right?
Right?
…right?
Oh, honey. Assuming I could get a therapist (they’re impacted since the post-epidemic-lockdown and charging top rates) I got way bigger issues to discuss than my tawdry sex fantasies.
(Besides which, talking about crazy sex fantasies and crazy sexual experiences is how I’ve distracted therapists when I didnt want to discuss real issues, like trying to be funtional in a late-stage capitalist society that is falling apart in its own right. Therapist, it turns out, are human too and glad to dwell on sexy times.)