Watch porn, YouTube. Browse lemmy. Until my eyes start to pain up
Yes, I’m a depressed “college student” who’s skipped his semesters because of social anxiety and now doesn’t know what to do with his life
Same dude! What I am trying to achieve is now in my last year of the uni, I am trying to learn a trade to make a living by doing my own stuff.
All my other friends sent CV’s and shit to get work experience in the field, get certificates, improve theirselves… And here I am, learning from zero with almost no experience or any network.
But I am hopeful. Thinking about my projects makes me happy and want to do more. This lead me to watch less of that stuff and kill less time. This comment became long and does not fit to the sub but; the downside of my mindset atm is that, I become depressed when I fail at something… That makes me go lay in bed browsing YouTube. Won’t go away in a week, too.
