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I’ve been hella ill >.<; Didn’t manage to accomplish much except digging around in discouragement and having one of my fun little freakout things where I just kinda panic or something for a sec. Cleared up my sinuses for a bit, at least 🤷
Found a really cool song, though! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9jXA-atvAM
Got knocked down by the shower again 😅 Was hoping to make a trip to pick up meds and food today, but now I’m not quite sure I can do that without being sick or something outside ( 🙀 ) somewhere <.< I need a replacement head, with better sinuses and brain and face and stuff. Oh, and hair. Need some decent hair 🤔
Oh, my prescriptions are moved up here now. CVS has been blowing up my phone bugging me to go get them, but ill v.v Also apparently there’s no way to get the to stop deadnaming me (which is extra fun 'cause they text me so damn much). Doesn’t seem to be any way to do that with Walgreens either… maybe there’s some secret trans-friendly pharmacy hidden around here somewhere, somewhere capable of managing a whole two names per person 🙄 grumblefuss
What else? Idunno. Maybe I’ll blab another wall of stuff later 😅
I too wish for sinuses (and a nose (and a brain)) that worked 😅 inhales… loudly
My nostrils will physically seal themselves overnight sometimes, one more thing for the “I should see a doctor about this when i have some money set aside” (yay family history of sleep apnea and umpteen-million other things)
