Im schizophrenic, and I feel like Im getting unstable ( Im not in any immediate danger). Im seeing my doctor on Tuesday and weighing my options. I have problems—some real and probably some imagined.
I would consider myself usually stable and functioning but im aware things can get really bad.
I had some really fucking bad phases in the past.
I wish I could just tough it out, but I can see how my mental state is slowly weakening, so I feel like I need to reach out.
I hope this type of thread is allowed here
EDIT : Thanks for all the input and answers
Im a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic, if you want to talk feel free to DM me (or feel free to ask here as well!)
If you feel the need you can dm me if you’d like! I’m sorry you’re having a hard go of it right now. You mentioned paranoia, that sounds really hard. :/ like not too many ways to engage in “reality testing” (not a fan of that phrase but you probably know what I mean)
Shit’s gonna be okay eventually friend. Maybe today isn’t going well, but maybe tomorrow will. Whatever happens just stay here so you can find out about tomorrow.
whats the most fun thing youve ever done
I would probably say playing Rugby when I was younger- just a really fun sport to me.
Recently ? I played a pc game called Balatro its a poker inspired roguelike pretty fun
If you want a bit of a laugh I saw this on xhs: What is the strongest military US, China, Russia? (many chinese netizens) Clearly South Korea they dared to build a country on top of a US military base
Anything funny you have seen recently?
