Lol.

Wasn’t paying attention and it seems like I deleted some important folders in either the .config or .local/share/ directory.

drkonqi is having a field day eating up my processor and I’m too tired to figure out what exactly I fucked up (I don’t even know how considering the folders were empty, but maybe I did something else, I don’t know).

Need to do a fresh install anyway, so might as well get on with that.

Other than that, constant thigh pain and too many fucking ants in this house.

I’d say it’s going well! The sun decided to come back out, literally and figuratively, which is great for my new plane photography hobby lol. Mother’s Day was alright, we went to my aunt and uncle’s with my dad to barbecue. First Mother’s Day without my mom, which was rough, but it’s just a celebration to capitalism more than anything, so keeping that in mind helped when seeing all the cards and flower displays at the store. I did allow myself the opportunity to feel sad by walking up to the card section and picking out the one I know I’d have gotten her (it had butterflies, which she loved).

Thanks for letting me journal like this. It really does help to write it out, kind of like writing a letter and not sending it to anybody.

Anyway, have some pictures. I’m getting into photography again, and I’m excited to share :)

Looking good so far, Better than last week when I have a breakdown and can’t function at all. So I’m looking forward to the rest of the week and more! I’m hanging on, but also getting better 😄

Figured out how to set up a youtube stream with moderately non sucky results, which is impressive with the hardware I’m working with, so I’m looking forward to streaming to nobody LOL (No, but for real, have you seen some of the random youtube shorts streams? It’s wild how many viewers some of these random channels have. Just gotta find a fraction of their momentum, and I’ll be set)

I’m practicing some unhealthy levels of faith that I’m going to succeed if I keep going. So let’s see how far that gets me haha.

Mmmm, otherwise I played Little kitty big city this weekend, which was a short but charming indie game.

OH, and recently, I saw a video that talks about a piece of software that can convert n64 games to native PC applications, which sounds so unbelievably cool. I’m hoping tons of cool stuff gets made with it.

Edit: I went live and had at least 1 viewer for half the stream. I consider that a win.

Last week was horrible. I almost ended up destroying my house. This week is going quite well so far. I’m still stressed as a Poly Bridge lowest budget solution because can’t wait for my first sim racing setup (that I was dreaming about for like 6 years) to arrive but I guess everything else is finally getting better.

Also now it’s kinda cold here where I live and I love it