echo (border collie) passed her community canine test last thursday. 🎓 pics in a separate post when we get our certificate later this week. also got to meet one of the other foster dogs (buck, pictured below) in our program, and he is a beautiful dog. very driven and toy-motivated. gonna make a nice sport dog for someone.

rode to the other town over on greenways on saturday (~50 miles) with a couple of folks, then met up with some friends for dinner/drinks. took the train back home; it was all pretty chill.

finally hung a bunch of the artwork in the house over the weekend. feeling much more homey now.

heading to the beach this weekend, which i’m looking forward to. it’ll be echo’s first time there! 🏖️

I’m feeling the need to do a social media detox, including Beehaw. Pro-AI techbros are getting me down.

Shockingly, keeping Instagram active. My feed there is nothing but frogs, greyhounds, and art from local artists, and detoxing from stuff that is improving my mood rather than making it worse seems unnecessary.

Think I’m getting the hang of a shift in dietary stuff. Feeling less overwhelmed after a few weeks of mental chaos. Little more glass half full.

welp, time to explain why I don’t have a desktop after my post two weeks ago that I had to put new parts in.

the short version is that the motherboard’s AMD bracket was covered mostly by a plastic piece that said “REMOVE” so I did that, but it wasn’t clear that I was supposed to put it back on. ultimately when I kept trying to put things together and they didn’t work, some of the motherboard’s CPU pins got crushed, and now I have to hope I can get another. I’m trying to return it to amazon and use the money for a second one, but we’ll see how that goes. the CPU itself might be damaged too, it’s not clear, and I have no way of testing it without the motherboard. I feel really dumb for not knowing that the bracket was supposed to go there. and I can’t just buy a new one right now because being on disability sucks.

originally I thought it had been the RAM since I was told the motherboard was finnicky with it, but I had to take two sets of it back after I found out it was the motherboard. thankfully my cousin looked at it and is willing to put things together for me again. it’s just waiting on amazon is killing me. I spend a lot of time at my desktop (especially because it’s going to be over 90 degrees here for a while) and my laptop is a low end gaming one from 6 years ago. it can’t run much, including my favorite game, although I can play it for very short periods of time. I broke out my nintendo switch to play, but that’s not helping the depression too much.

some issues with my partner popped up, as well as some with my mother, and I just don’t feel great. been trying to do what I can for that (like making some posts here) but it’s a battle and I wish I didn’t have to have it. I hope the week improves but I’m just tired already.

My week is going fine

Stardew addiction go brr

Exma week but its fine