Anvil_Lavigne [she/her, they/them]
i remember when i only had to go once a week. those were the days of Gold-Tinged Excrement.
now it’s been 2-7 times a day for… quite a while. at least i finally got some actual meds for my ulcers, no thanks to the local healthcare.
all i know is, i’m so sick & tired of having to compromise. i keep thinking about the bs my brother spouts, but like, there’s just literally nothing i can say / do to magically snap him out of it, if he’s in that deep already.
fortunately, am moving out of the country v soon.
e : worth noting that i already left my core friend group of 15 years cuz of increasing “anti-woke” rhetoric.
it’s not like anyone who does stuff like that actually stays gone, anyway.
spoiler
IN THE NEXT EPISODE OF DRAGON BIDEN Z
there’s one i used to talk to. idk, guess i figured i might be able to help him out of it, but the ideology had seeped into his every cell; it was impossible to have a reasonable conversation with him at all. it was all so horribly naked, too, like he really wanted to be the absolute most vile of the bunch.
i think about him, sometimes.
in retrospect, the fact that i tried to talk to him prolly has more than a little to do with where i am today.
the imported stuff is crazy expensive, too. i mean, everything is, at this point. but no way am i gonna buy mac n chiis in a box, when homemade is better & much more cost-effective. the whole thing actually pissed me off so much that i started making my own variations of mac n chiis like, semi-regularly… so thanks?
ps. pop-tarts were a mistake
i almost timed out on my first Rathalos hunt (3U), the bastard just refused to descend. you’d think i’d have had my fill of revenge since, but no. they gave him the 360 noscope heat-seeking talon attack & i’ve made it a point to always get the current Rathalos iteration down to humiliation levels ASAP.
the blood must ever flow.