I can call myself dumb. When someone else does it and confirms it, it fucking sucks. I’m already having a hard time convincing myself not to shoot myself in the head.
I know. That’s why I said I’m stupid. I’m beating myself up enough. I know I’m fucking stupid and don’t deserve what I have. I don’t need some internet jerk to tell me how fucking stupid I am so they can feel good about themselves. Thanks, though.
Because I talked to my wife and decided it wasn’t that big of a deal and made rash decisions based on the fact that I was sick of dealing with it. Everyone here is so smart and never made any mistakes before, so it’s hard to explain to them why I did it.
However, I am SOMEWHAT stupid. I’ve been rather frugal and financing things and credit cards haven’t really been at the top of my priorities over the years, so I’m rather ignorant of it. I try not to spend money I don’t have.
