auginator
Chile verde burritos. Comfort food.
Dreams on psych meds are a trip. Started taking resperidone and had a colorful dream of a matrix like a blanket that I would push on and I felt the push somewhere else on my body.
There’s been other dreams like that too. I had a dream of my ex wife the other day. It felt so real, it shocked me it wasn’t real. Honestly made me depressed
We have a moron rapist criminal running the country raising our cost of living. My ex wife left me six years ago and it still hurts today. I can’t believe I’ve not gotten over her. On the positive I get to live my life loving my cat. So grateful for him. Even if he bites me when he thinks I’m starving him to death but I just fed him a bit ago. lol
Went to this ice cream shop. This lady talked about all her tattoos. They all looked awful like a toddler did them. She said that she proudly stated that all her tattoos were done by her ex.
My college buddy first told me about Linux at around the start of 1998. After some research I decided I would make the switch at the end of the semester. For a couple years I had mac but I’ve always had a Linux box running.
I call it chasing the dragon. Whether you drink or smoke or whatever. If you decide to part take the problem will be back there waiting for you.
With that said I really miss smoking weed. Last night I imagined puffing a joint and it felt so real. I might go back to smoking weed but at the same time I’m really afraid. I relied on weed and alcohol way too much. They were the darkest nights of my life. Pretty freaking bad. I don’t want to go back there to that misery.
My computer and my cat
SecureCRT. Expensive but my work paid for it.
I want to mess with Hyprland or Sway again. I currently have sway but it’s still missing a lot so I’m still on gnome. Hope to be full time on a titling But not today. So many projects. Don’t know why boredom is an actual thing.