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birretta

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No I agree, but I’m so confused and I don’t even know why. I can’t even imagine what sort of thing I’d like to do, lately I can’t even do anything enjoyable in daily life actually. It’s a phase and it makes me doubt about everything that’s why I can’t just put things to the side even though they’re probably not for me

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He seems pretty confident though, I think he would have made a move had he been interested

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Haha no, he’s not a psycho!

I’m sure he looks at me cause we do interact sometimes, but the problem is I’m obviously attracted to him, I’m pretty sure it shows and he knows cause I turn red and get nervous. I’m afraid he thinks I’m weird and maybe looks at me cause “oh here’s the weird girl who’s crushing on me” and I don’t want to be creepy

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I want to know what he thinks of me. For example, last time he noticed me looking at him and held eye contact for a while, serious as usual, and slightly nodded at me.

Was he bothered by me looking at him? Was it neutral/confused?! And if I ever wanted to make a move, should I? I wish I was able to read him just a lil bit more.

He does turn to look at me too when I’m around but maybe he thinks I’m weird haha

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No he’s looking at me when this happens, straight into my eyes and might say hi or nod, depends, but I just wish I knew what he thinks of me

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Haha you’re right, I just hope it’s not bc of me 😔

I’d love to make him smile but I’m afraid I might cross a line, I really don’t understand if I’ve bothered him in that past

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I would but I just don’t understand if he’d be interested at all…

And I’m sucking at life for now, so no maybe I wouldn’t haha

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He looks pretty confident and outgoing actually… He seems down to earth and nice, but sort of proud, in the way he moves and walks or how he behaves (from what I’ve seen from a distance, so just body language and his posture…)

And he’s not afraid to raise his voice, I always notice this cause I’m very quiet myself.

Anyway, I still don’t know how to interpret his behaviour with me

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Yes I thought about it, but the weirdest for me is not smiling back at me. That’s what typically happens even with strangers, no? I happen to smile at someone I’ll never see again and they smile back, it just happens and I’m not the most social person myself… But in this case we bump into each other frequently, he will nod or say hi but smiling NEVER

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