Talking to myself helps me remember stuff and figure out stuff faster.
It’s your game, role-play how you want. Wage slaving tends to beat the ability to plat out of some of us. Have fun your way.
I certainly wouldnt want to play pretend being a streamer. It looks like the world’s most exhausting job ever. Having to constantly have a web presence everywhere, talking to Randoms 24/7, being unable to switch what game you’re playing because your fan base is the most niche interest group possible.
Hell no, not for me. My basement, my games.