This is one of the things my other ND things cancels out. Or maybe just the way my ADHD is more on hyper focusing than being totally unfocused? I only like, basically, 3 things. Video games, music, and language. Granted, โlanguage,โ covers a lot.
I genuinely thought I was NT because I was comparing my quantity of interests to my brothers quantity of interests. Heโs autistic, he has one interest.
Then Iโd compare my quantity of interests to my best friends quantity of interests, he has ADHD hyperactive type, he has 700+ interests.
And I have like, 25 (and thatโs if I split up larger interests into subcategories)
So Iโm normalโฆexcept for all the sensory issues, executive dysfunction, impulsively, social difficulties, memory issues, communication deficits, learning difficulties, inability to establish routines, poor interoception resulting in medical complications from failing to attend to basic needs because Iโm โin the zoneโ on something else.
Jokes on me, I have AuDHD.
Some of my โsymptomsโ cancel each other out in a way Iโm very grateful for, and others conflict with each other in the most debilitating ways. That feeling when you are somehow catastrophically overstimulated and also your brain is tearing itself down the middle in desperate need for some dopamine through sensory inputโฆ