Image: 4 panel Anakin and Padme meme
1st panel: Anakin saying, “We took the ADHD meds so we can focus.”
2nd: Padme happily responding, “I’m excited to catch up on all of these neglected responsibilities.”
3rd: Anakin with a sinister look saying nothing.
4th: Padme with a troubled expression, saying, “We’re going to focus on responsibilities, right?”
No fuck you I’m using that brainpower on myself and debugging my own code FIRST and if there’s anything leftover I’ll waste it on the boring thing.
This is how I learned Linux.
Well as of now, unmedicated me gets almost nothing at all done ever so it’s a risk I’m willing to take.
I want to make a joke but literally the only thing keeping me from getting on meds is actually calling my insurance for an in-network psychiatrist.
I’ve been putting it off for six months… or more accurately I have been putting off basically everything for the last six months and the lack of inertia is killing me.
Nope, time to play Animal Crossing obsessively until my medication wears off.
send help
Wish I was able to enjoy any game for more than 30 minutes before getting bored out of my mind
Tried methylphenidate and it was like redlining an engine while in neutral. Switching to the Adderall family gave me useful energy I could direct. Stimulants are no longer worth the side effects for me, but they worked for several years.
Eh… Part of it is that I’m kinda being in a rut right now. I’ve found that if I manage to catch myself before I fall into my daily “rut” then it works pretty well, but if I don’t, then I’ll be completely useless. Something about games like Animal Crossing and The Sims makes them hyper addictive when I’m on my medication yet borderline unplayable for me when I’m not.
Hahaha yeah I tell my psych nurse that it helps me manage the task I’m doing really well - but it does NOT keep me on task.
Boring task I don’t want to do is still boring task I don’t want to do.
I usually describe the effects of the escitalopram I take as not really directly making me “feel better”, but mellowing out the uncontrollable emotional spikes enough that I can actually work on anxiety management skills. So far Vyvanse has worked for me in similar ways, in that I can actually focus on things now, but I’m also about 30 years late at developing proper task management skills.
