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I started HRT so pretty great 😅
I’ve been hella ill >.<; Didn’t manage to accomplish much except digging around in discouragement and having one of my fun little freakout things where I just kinda panic or something for a sec. Cleared up my sinuses for a bit, at least 🤷
Found a really cool song, though! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9jXA-atvAM
Got knocked down by the shower again 😅 Was hoping to make a trip to pick up meds and food today, but now I’m not quite sure I can do that without being sick or something outside ( 🙀 ) somewhere <.< I need a replacement head, with better sinuses and brain and face and stuff. Oh, and hair. Need some decent hair 🤔
Oh, my prescriptions are moved up here now. CVS has been blowing up my phone bugging me to go get them, but ill v.v Also apparently there’s no way to get the to stop deadnaming me (which is extra fun 'cause they text me so damn much). Doesn’t seem to be any way to do that with Walgreens either… maybe there’s some secret trans-friendly pharmacy hidden around here somewhere, somewhere capable of managing a whole two names per person 🙄 grumblefuss
What else? Idunno. Maybe I’ll blab another wall of stuff later 😅
I too wish for sinuses (and a nose (and a brain)) that worked 😅 inhales… loudly
My nostrils will physically seal themselves overnight sometimes, one more thing for the “I should see a doctor about this when i have some money set aside” (yay family history of sleep apnea and umpteen-million other things)
My partner and I adopted a cat!
She’s very precious, here is her sleeping next to me the first day we got her
squeeeeeee
Pretty cat! Is that a Sylveon or Pride Mimikyu plushie back there?
Kittyy!!! :3 ^.^ I’ve got to find a cat to pet <.< >.> Maybe will visit one of the local cat cafes :D Yeah, we have those here! Everycritter commence jealousing now >:P
Def jealous, I’ve never been to one before.
My parents have cats, but the one become a lot less cuddly after the brought in the second one as a kitten (she still loves me, and likes to greet me with mutual face sniffing, it’s very cute)
D’awwwh! At biofam-place there was a Goosie (Lucy, the calico) who was sweet and friendly. Then a Poofy and a Sugar appeared and she started tasting the rainbow (-> Skittles -> skittish) all’ the time v.v For some reason she liked them but not muchly me. The other two loved me, though :3 I guess something broke in poor Goosie’s grey-matter :-\
Remembered we friended on Discord; can send cat pics >:P
My week was alright. Got my bass a couple of days ago (although I have to wait for the amp) and have been having fun with that. Been doing a lot of backbreaking manual labor for some extra cash, which isn’t entirely pleasant but builds muscle and I get money. Got disoriented from the first half of the week being much busier than usual.
Bought the most amazing ingredients for burritos cuz my crush was coming over last week. But… I just didn’t feel it anymore 💔 and I broke it off with her. Now I’m eating burritos every day while crying 😭❤️🩹
